People change, don't they ?

Hi guys,

I'm kinda lazy to post something decent today - but it's the birthday of my long time friend Julia - and so it reminded me this chilly afternoon moment I spent with her at Antibes (French Riviera).
See the picture below. Yeah - I look different - nope? lol
And YES I allow you to laugh at me !

It's a bright day today !!

Hi folks !!!

I'm just very happy and it's a very good day in the big life of the little foxx.

I'm not gonna talk about it on my VEDD of the day, but I called a shrink today to get a first appointment, because I don't think being depressed that much is normal. I'll see him January 18th. I hope he's nice... It'll cost me 41€. Though on the phone I didn't really liked his voice - too "nice", creepy... Let's wait and see.

I also called a great school this afternoon. I'm sick of staying here doing nothing. My sluggishness is just annoying and I'm better than that!!! I deserve to get an education and then a job.
Basically they'll send me some files and I'll send them back to try to apply there. If I'm selected, then during one day I'll have a lost of tests and interviews and maybe then I'll be accepted. I really wish I can go there, because I want to have goals in my life again. Let's just hope and see...

Also, for those who don't know, Hanukkah is starting today...
I'm not religious, I'm atheist by choice, but it's not a reason for not wishing you all a great Hanukkah, and if you believe in G.od, thank him for all the great things happening in your life.
Thank him too for the rough times because they make you stronger. And it's no bollocks, I mean it. I believe it, even if I don't believe in G.od.
(I respect everybody's beliefs).

I'm so grateful for all the things I've been through - because they made me the person I am now. Sometimes it's tough, but life is worth the difficulties.


In less than a week I'm going to be at Antibes and I can't wait to see my brother again and spend time with him. I hope that this time our Christmas will be amazing and cheerful.
No no don't get confused, we don't celebrate it for religious reasons either, it's just a way for all the family to get together and appreciate the food!! And anyway, it's a cultural holiday these days, commercial too unfortunately, but not so religious anymore, ain't it?


* Internet withdrawal *

Where is the button?

Being depressed. Again. Watching Ben X. Feeling like him.
Life is like that game. But I didn't create my avatar.
Why can't I make it eradicate from here?
HOW? Where is that "delete" button?

Vedding

Dears readers,

Today it's Chimel's birthday, so you have to wish him a happy birthday!!!
(in the comments or personally)
In a personal way of course. Here's how I did it :


I'm too exhausted because I didn't sleep lately, so I'm not making great VEDDs - but it's gonna change soon!!!

So far, I went to see the shrink, then I was supposed to go to the skatepark but it's raining all the time and everything is wet.
WET SKATEPARK = BROKEN BONES

This week-end I'm going to spend time with Thibaud and Chewie. Maybe playing basketball if the weather allows it.

My internet cure doesn't work well, because I basically spend more time on Youtube or on the computer editing videos.
The great news is that I don't miss any other websites finally... I just miss talking to people, but it's still OK.
I made a great mistake when changing the passwords of my Skype accounts and I really lost them... So I created a new account. And if you have an old skype of mine, you can simply delete it, I can't log in anymore. And yes you can add me, no problems. I was kinda sad at the beginning, now I'm glad because I know it's gonna clear my contact list a little!! hehe

You know where to reach me these days.

Talk to you later!
<3

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